she sees him walking toward her across the sea floor, slow-motion . the light is blue and shifting it falls in curtains and rays . there are fish all around, swimming between them like stars, blue and striped and shiny . he walks like a robot, if he holds her she will hear his engine running, she can feel nuts and bolts holding his elbows together she says, Deep Sea Diver I love you with your silence with your dark blue movements with the world floating away with birth and death in one place

from Mothering by Judith Kerman

Copyright 1978, 1996 by Judith Kerman. Published in book form by Ridgeway Press as part of Mothering & Dream of Rain, 1996. First edition published by Uroboros Books/Allegany Mountain Press (1978). Published as a Storyspace (tm) hypertext in Eastgate Quarterly 2#2 in 1996.


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